I really need to start writting in this. I know none of my friends know the address, but if anyone does and is reading this just let me know. I don't care if you are reading it. Infact I would actually like it. Anyway, I really need to start letting out things that I hold inside. Like when I get frustrated or upset or even when I am happy. It seems like I don't have anyone to share it with right now, and I am letting things build up. I never used to let that happen. It's frustrating in its self.
So, I have blocked two of my friends from MSN. Two of my best friends. Why do people condem me for choices I make in regards to my own life? Who really cares if I take a term off of school. There is no set timeperiod that I have to finish in. Only the one suggested by our culture. I hate western culture, so closed-minded, so, you have to do things our way or your not doing them the right way. I say who cares how long it takes me to finish school, at least I will be doing what I want with my life. I know some people who are just going to school because it is what is expected of them. Not because they have any real interest in what they are studying. Why do I feel such pressure to do things a certain way? I will not listen to people when they say to do things this way or that if they cannot give me a single good reason to do it so.
On to another subject. Who here hates it when you are tryingto talk to someone about something and they start doing something else and completly ignore you? I hate leaving conflict unresolved. Even a small conflict. Sorry to make things a little bit negative tonight. It's just what is on my mind right now.

Steven

Psalm 26